A Mothers' Worst Day, Jesus Best Day!

John 19:25-27, “But standing by the cross of Jesus were His mother, and His mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdalene.When Jesus then saw His mother, and the disciple whom He loved standing nearby, He said to His mother, ‘Woman, behold, your son!’ Then He said to the disciple, ‘Behold, your mother!’ From that hour the disciple took her into his own household.”

I couldn’t imagine the pain and despair that Mary is feeling that moment when her son Jesus was beaten, mocked, ridiculed, crushed, crucified and took such agonizing pain more than you could ever imagine.

Mary would gladly take the place of her Son, but she was so powerless, she can’t do something about it. One versus hundred or even thousand mob against her Son Jesus.

How my heart shrinks thinking that there is a mother wanted to give everything to her Son, yet just can’t do something about it.

Can you even imagine the pain? The loud cry of her heart?  

I’m writing this to bring hope to all mothers out there, soon to be mothers and my fellow youngsters.

You may be in a situation, in where you are powerless, confused, searching for something, looking for someone, bombarded with all those negative thoughts and even in a hopeless situation.

I just want to let you know that God sees you, He hears your very loud tiniest cries, He sees the pain in your eyes and know the desires of your heart.

He didn’t abandon you; He will never do that simply because He loves you.

Jesus was in deep pain on that cross yet still remembers His mother. He cares and He watches over her.

No matter what problem you are facing right now, Jesus entrusted you to Someone that will never let you go astray. To the One that can turn your situation around. 

His name is God and He can do things more than we could ever imagine, we just need to surrender and lay everything at His feet, maybe because in a hopeless situation God works best in our lives.

Never give up hope. Never give up the fight. Never give up faith and most of all never give up love.

On your most awful day, on my most horrible day Jesus was absolutely at His best. 

He will never leave us nor disappoint us. Take heart He won’t even let us touch the ground.

My Love Is Friendship On Fire

I explored the world to find You
Live up my Life the best I could do
Searching and fighting for Love to realize
Only myself I penalized

There are times I feel that God is so hard on me
That He doesn't love me
Truth is, He loves me so much just to leave me 

One day our God will meet us both 
When we finally see the green light and we finally oath
To never let go and fight for our Love
Knowing that He holds our hand, the Perfecter of Love.

Today, I'll keep moving forward
With Your plans all straightforward my God
I'm no longer on my own
With this heart of mine your very own.

One day I'll feel your Love.
No matter how far or long it takes.
I'll wait for you my Love.
A love that God has wooed for us.

Searching For Happiness

In my life, I always search for happiness; I look at people, things, situations that can actually put a smile on my face. Yet, no matter how hard I try I always end up disappointed. 

Many of us depend on others to make us happy. For some of us, we may look at our families, friends, loved ones and even a perfect partner to finally be happy, temporary happiness may come this time!

For others, working all their lives to increase their bank account may end up still feeling empty at the end of the day. 

It’s so hard to think that some may seek happiness in worldly pleasures not thinking that they are already sinking in the deep hole of desolation.

Truth is happiness is a choice.

You can’t make other people around you happy if you are miserable. Joy, peace and contentment cannot be found in mundane things.

There is only ONE road to happiness. 

That is through Jesus Christ our Lord. He is the only source of happiness that we desperately need and can fill the hole in our sinking heart. 

Stop looking and stop searching. He is more than enough.

Look to Jesus! Run to Jesus! Walk with Jesus. Snuggle in Jesus arms. Only then we can find everlasting love and fulfilling joy as we have ever known!

This truth I have to remind myself every day because of God giving His only Son, I am free and all this insecurities and clog in my heart are now gone because of Jesus giving up His life for an undeserved sinner like me.